April 2009
March 2009
I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don’t you see, don’t you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the “Best Deceptions” and “Clever Cover Story” awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
‘cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people’s lips will be of service
to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.
Don’t you see, don’t you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the “Best Deceptions” and “Clever Cover Story” awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
‘cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people’s lips will be of service
to keeping you away, to keeping you away.
I’m waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I’ll be all right when my hands get warm.
Ignoring the phone, I’d rather say nothing.
I’d rather you’d never heard my voice.
You’re calling too late
too late to be gracious
and you do not warrant long good-byes.
You’re calling too late
You’re calling too late
You’re calling too late.
Yeah, well weren’t we all once before we felt loss for the first time?” —Dashboard Confession (The Brillant Dance)
Coldplay (Yellow)
Sorry if this doesn’t play. If anyone could help me with some instructions, I know it’s easy enough, but I just want to be sure I’m just using a bad link.
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we’re doing fine,
we’re doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
“hey did you get some?”
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can’t hear…
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I’ll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it’s so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it
I got a 100 on my test, and received my permit today.
“should the stage be a confessional or a place where you play a character? been going back and forth in my head.” -pw I’m on crack (that’s a joke and I’m not funny) and it’s one of those nights where I’m not tired and I’m doing a million things. I cleaned my room, closet and all, I started working on my “secret” project, I played some piano for the first time a few years (last night but it counts because I say, I say I say), I’m watching live DVD concerts because I get this big swelling in my chest like a high when I do. My pens are itching for a finger, and that makes sense because I’m off tonight. Aha, my fingers, not my pens — and my fingers want the pens, probably to draw something. Did you see that cool swallowtail earlier? I’m going to make one of those but I’m going to draw all my own stuff on one side since I don’t have origami paper at the moment… I can’t find my colored pencils either, I need to go buy a set. I eat pears, those whole ones, with a knife. I slice off pieces and eat it off the knife, that kind of deal. Well, I couldn’t eat the pear packed in my lunch because I didn’t have a knife, there were butter knives from the kitchen in the cafeteria, but it’s not the same as a sharp knife. I feel like a cowboy then. I just want to say that House made me angry, I won’t say why just in case you haven’t watched it yet because I hate it when people do that (for books, movies, etc). My phone cord that plugs into my labtop, the clicky-snappy piece is broken so I keep going off line, what the f-f-f (but it’s more like an extended ‘fuhhh’ but not an exaggerate uhhh). And I want to play Bananagrams (a game I got for Christmas) but you have to have, like, seven people to play and I don’t even know that many people that I’m with at one time that would play with me. Fuck, maybe I’ll go play some piano. I need some sleep though, I think some Radiohead is calling to me, “nice dream” and all that. Signing off breakerbreaker, 10-4.
The episode is when Drew wins the Batmobile! Crazy fun episode.
GLORIA: Baby girl, come on. I want to show you somethin’. See this tree?
OPAL: Why are all those bottles on it?
GLORIA: To keep the ghosts away.
OPAL: What ghosts?
GLORIA: Ghosts of all the things I’ve done wrong.
OPAL: You did that many things wrong?
GLORIA: More than that, baby girl.
OPAL: But you’re not a bad person.
GLORIA: Doesn’t mean I haven’t done bad things.
(From Because of Winn-Dixie, the movie)